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I hate my father and everything he stands for
If I hated him... do you think I would have gone to Genosha to try and help him rebuild that world? Done half the stunts that I've done since I've left the Avengers?
No, I don't hate my father. I don't love him either, don't get me wrong. But there is something about him that makes me want to still be there. I'm not going to support his ideaologies in the form he supports them, but that doesn't mean he's wrong.
But I am his son. Whether I want to admit it aloud or not, there is a bond there. And I want, in some ways, to make him proud of me. There are very few things that we can see eye to eye on, but those things I try to work on, and see what I can accomplish as to make him notice.
Wanda talks about how we will never be able to please him. That sometimes it would probably be better that we don't have him in our lives. But my sister is also someone that has had people in her life love her, hold onto her and support her in everything she does.
I still struggle for exceptance. The mantle that I bear isn't as strong as hers... she's the daughter. I'm his heir, in the end. I go to Genosha, and the people look to me for help. The Magnus-son.
I could never hate my father. I can hate his actions, but not him. In the end, he is a man fighting for a better world. There is nothing wrong with that. Everyone tries to make the world a better place for the next generation, me included. How can I fault him for that?
If I hated him... do you think I would have gone to Genosha to try and help him rebuild that world? Done half the stunts that I've done since I've left the Avengers?
No, I don't hate my father. I don't love him either, don't get me wrong. But there is something about him that makes me want to still be there. I'm not going to support his ideaologies in the form he supports them, but that doesn't mean he's wrong.
But I am his son. Whether I want to admit it aloud or not, there is a bond there. And I want, in some ways, to make him proud of me. There are very few things that we can see eye to eye on, but those things I try to work on, and see what I can accomplish as to make him notice.
Wanda talks about how we will never be able to please him. That sometimes it would probably be better that we don't have him in our lives. But my sister is also someone that has had people in her life love her, hold onto her and support her in everything she does.
I still struggle for exceptance. The mantle that I bear isn't as strong as hers... she's the daughter. I'm his heir, in the end. I go to Genosha, and the people look to me for help. The Magnus-son.
I could never hate my father. I can hate his actions, but not him. In the end, he is a man fighting for a better world. There is nothing wrong with that. Everyone tries to make the world a better place for the next generation, me included. How can I fault him for that?